September 6, 2011

Not much is new here. DH has had several days off, so we have been spending a lot of time just having fun. We've been landscaping our front yard ourselves, and it is a slow process but looking so much better from when we moved in! Oh, the small joys of life!

Well, AF lasted 3 days, left for a day, then came back for a half day.... so in total I had a 3 1/2 day AF. HEAVY and major clots, but very short in length. I'm not sure if I should be concerned? Could it have disappeared so quick because I didn't take the Clomid this month?? I guess I will see if I cycle on my own and AF shows up this month or not. For now, I'm grateful for having shorter periods.

Well, in total I have lost 11.8 lbs since I started trying to lose weight! My clothes are starting to get loose! I'm soooo ready to drop sizes. I know I say I want to be at a certain weight, but I'd rather be in a certain size than worry so much about the number of pounds that I am. I'm hoping to drop 9 dress sizes. Call me crazy, but I'm hoping! I've cut out all starches, and have been avoiding sweets! I walk more, until my ankle is TOTALLY done for the day. I'm feeling so much better!

DH and I have been doing a lot better, I secretly still think about it while bd'ing. I just say let's cuddle, or I'm going to take a nap or something to keep me in the bed laying down (in hopes to keep everything up in there and give those little guys a chance.) I've not opened the app on my phone that tracks my cycle and symptoms. I feel a lot less obession/stress.

I have my appointment with RE set for the 19th to talk about the fluid. I hope we can get SOMETHING figured out!

For now, here is a link to a blog that totally says what I want to say about this stupid game being played on facebook right now...

Bye ladies!

http://cgwardphotography.blogspot.com/2011/08/regarding-facebook-breast-cancer.html?spref=fb