Thought I'd write today.... it's been a pretty good day. Husband went and picked up our new puppy. His name is Fletcher. He's a Maltese, Pomeranian, Cocker Spaniel mix! He's absolutely adorable and tiny and loving. Our baby Widget (tea cup Chihuahua) is getting used to him. They don't fight, but Widget tries to play and jumps over him and runs after him. Pretty darn cute :)
Tonight is kind of a bummer night. I'm posted up on the couch as usual... I've been having some strange symptoms come and go... tender nips, bloating and gas. Kind of emotional this evening. I just really want this. Its such an up and down roller coaster. Jeesh. I swear I join new forums almost every day. A new one I'm in is called twoweekwait.com since I'm in the 2ww right now. It helps to read similar stories, but with all of the BFP stories, I feel hope, but at the same time I feel like "what if I'm not one of those success stories???" What if it all just never works?
Big, Big SIGH.
Any Who, I'm doing all I can to stay sane--- my fur babies help so much.
The puppy is very cute.
ReplyDeleteGood luck on the 2ww I know it is torture. I feel your pain asking myself questions like you do such as, what if it never happens for me. I wish you luck and hope you get a BFP when your 2ww is up.
Thank you Browning2222, that means a lot.
ReplyDeleteI am in my 2ww also! It doesn't get easier I swear. I have PCOS also. Except I ovulate but so far not good enough to hold onto a little bean. I have had 2 miscarriages. And currently 3 month back ttc. If not pregnant in August (1 month after our 1 year of officially ttc) I'm trying clomid. I also have a clotting disorder that lowers my folic acid and causes me to take 4mg of folic acid and a baby aspirin when ttc and blood thinner injections when I see a BFP (I'll take it though if it means a healthy baby at the end of the road!). I am currently 4 or 5dpo. another 9 or 10 days and AF is expected, hoping she doesn't show but cramps are warning me to not get hopes too high!
ReplyDeleteJess, Its so comforting to know I'm not alone! Best of wishes to you on your TTC journey. I hope you get your BFP very soon, I sure know I want a BFP! Isn't the 2ww just sooooo rough?! Drives me nuts!!!!
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