Today is Father's day. Kind of emotional in my house. DH is off at the store buying cups and plates for our BBQ here today with his parents and sister & her husband. It is quite gloomy outside, kind of chilly---kind of sets the mood for the day. I wish this could be a happier day. I wish I could have started my cycle earlier, got a BFP and given him that as a Father's Day present. Oh, I wish, I wish.
Lately I've been symptom spotting like a mad woman! Unfortunately yesterday it seems all the symptoms I was having including sore and sensitive nips, blue veins on bbs, upset tummy, smelling everything, a tad bit of nausea until I filled my tummy, dizzy spells, extreme exhaustion to the point of naps during the day, headaches, specific cravings have all disappeared. I had a headache all day yesterday and that was it. Doesn't give me much hope...but I know I need to have faith and be prepared for a BFN and know that its not the end, its only the beginning.
I also googled if I got pregnant this month when would my baby be due? March 3rd 2012. Why do I do these things to myself???? I want to wait to test until after AF is due, but will I be able to wait that long to POAS? I need strength!