Today is Father's day. Kind of emotional in my house. DH is off at the store buying cups and plates for our BBQ here today with his parents and sister & her husband. It is quite gloomy outside, kind of chilly---kind of sets the mood for the day. I wish this could be a happier day. I wish I could have started my cycle earlier, got a BFP and given him that as a Father's Day present. Oh, I wish, I wish.
Lately I've been symptom spotting like a mad woman! Unfortunately yesterday it seems all the symptoms I was having including sore and sensitive nips, blue veins on bbs, upset tummy, smelling everything, a tad bit of nausea until I filled my tummy, dizzy spells, extreme exhaustion to the point of naps during the day, headaches, specific cravings have all disappeared. I had a headache all day yesterday and that was it. Doesn't give me much hope...but I know I need to have faith and be prepared for a BFN and know that its not the end, its only the beginning.
I also googled if I got pregnant this month when would my baby be due? March 3rd 2012. Why do I do these things to myself???? I want to wait to test until after AF is due, but will I be able to wait that long to POAS? I need strength!
Don't feel bad every time I think I might be pregnant I do the Chinese calendar thing to see what the gender might be and when my due date is and all of that crap but then nothing.
ReplyDeleteI hope that you can buy your hubby a Fathers Day card next year from your child. Lots of luck.